How come the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is so strong after this breakup? It's completely different from the previous breakup, it's as if the heart has been emptied out, especially painful. Every day as soon as I open my eyes, that feeling of emptiness rushes up and is really unbearable.
I can't be interested in anything right now, I know I can't go on like this, I have to look for a job after the Spring Festival, I have to pull myself together, but I just can't help it, it's hard to control, and I feel like the emptiness is going to swallow me up.
During this period of time, I occasionally think of death and feel that there is no point in living. There is no job, I do not know what life is for, and my parents do not understand me. Completely unable to feel the value of living, only full of emptiness and loneliness. What's wrong with me? Not just a breakup? At the beginning is sad, now also accepted, but why still so painful? This kind of loneliness and emptiness, let me and difficult and afraid.
However, it's really tiring to live without feeling any meaning or warmth.





