I'm 18 years old, I dropped out of school after middle school and spent two years in a social daze. In the last two years, my parents and I opened a small store out of town, and during this time I stayed in the store, didn't socialize, and never went back home. I watched my former best friends and classmates' relationships fade because of the passage of time. Seeing that everyone else was working hard and refueling for their planned paths while I was standing still, I felt lost about my future. During that time, I even thought about committing suicide, but I was afraid of death, worried about what would happen to my family if I died, and also curious about what would become of my future self. Having said that, I really make you all laugh.
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Maybe I can find my purpose in life by leaving the place I'm in now, but it's impossible to leave here and I don't know how to communicate with my parents. I am introverted, lack of initiative, feel like a waste of time. It's ridiculous that I only dare to pour my heart out on the internet, but I don't dare to be honest with my parents in reality, haha.
Turning 18, what a turning point in life! Being able to face your weaknesses head on is already a great improvement! 👍👍 Actually, everyone has their weaknesses, but not everyone has the courage to face them. Pain is not a bad thing, it is an energy that pushes us to learn, change and grow. Everyone is born unique, there is no need to compare with others. If you have to compare, compare yourself with your past self. You're better now than you were before because you're starting to think about the future. More than later in life, you are just starting out, and youth and vigor are your greatest capital. Think about it and make a detailed plan to explore your character strengths and inner potential. You can make a long-term schedule, try one new thing every week, and appreciate your little efforts or progress every day. Stick with it and you will definitely see a new you. Trust me oh! 💞
