I'm 30 years old and have been single for a long time, I always feel like I lack love inside, and I've been broken up frequently on my relationship path. Each breakup tore me apart and then I would unconsciously go on dates for solace, but now I have contracted acromegaly and am really super scared. I constantly doubt myself and feel unworthy to be a bride and even think I'm worthless like trash.I keep spoiling myself and now I've stumbled upon this disease.I've fallen into despair and depression.I can't get over the idea of getting rid of myself.What the hell am I supposed to do?
The first priority when you get sick is to get treated quickly, health always comes first. I can relate to your pain and self-denial. You seem to feel that you don't deserve to be loved or to have a happy marriage. In fact, you desire intimacy and need to be cared for, but this inappropriate approach will only make you more empty and damage your health. It is recommended that you seek out a professional counselor for one-on-one counseling to explore your inner needs, learn self-understanding and build self-confidence. Every behavior stems from an unmet need, and when the need is ignored, it is easy to express it in the wrong way. I sincerely hope you can regain your self-confidence and gain more care.
